University Of Phoenix

Well,
This is my second week or orientation to the Univeristy of Phoenix. I can't believe that at age 47 I am returning to school. I just turned 47 this past December 2nd and I have to say that I am excited about the prospect of earning an Associates degree of Arts in Psychology. My official classes start on January 2nd, 2012. I'll be taking 2 classes, each for 9 weeks. It will take me 2 years to achieve my Associates. I am really looking forward to this even though it seems a bit overwhelming at times. I think the big thing is that it's been over 20 years since I've been in school and that is good in a way because I feel more focused. I think I will use my time better than I would have or did when I was in High School.
This is an endeavor that I am looking forward to. I have not told a lot of people because I feel that might put undue pressure on myself to do well because then I will feel as if I am being watched to see if I succeed. So for the most part I have kept silent about this new adventure and will be silent until I have at least completed a year of schooling or at least the first 6 months.
I'll keep anyone who is interested up to date on my new adventure that I feel I will be successful at. :)

Still In Love

Well,
I still love a man that does not love me in the sam way............... Do you have any idea how much of a hearbreak this truly is? I keep trying to slip away so I can heal but he won't let me go~! I'd have to hide from him. Should I do this? Does anyone have any advice for me out there? I could really use some sound advice. I keep getting told that I just need to get rid of him but then tht means ending a friendship that is truly important to me. Sigh................what am I do do?...........................

Reflections............................

I have made many discoveries about myself in the past 6 years. For me, turning 40 was a major breakthrough on my path to my continuing spiritual growth. I am now 46 and have integrated many trapped emotions that were doing me no good. I read a life changing book called "The Emotion Code" by a Dr. Bradley Nelson and it showed me that you can clear out emotions that are in you, from events that happened to you at a young age, or even from a past life that cause each of us to react in ways that are not good for us. Events can happen to you, say at at 5 and you think that you are past them. But they are trapped in your subconscious mind and your ego will convince you that those thoughts are real. Most of those thoughts or reactions, that were used at age 5 to protect yourself are no longer needed. Most people are not even aware of the fact that these events even make an impact on their adult life but they can and do. Once an emotion has been cleared out, it is gone for good. Not suppressed but gone!! Once it's gone, it's gone. You would be surprised what a difference this makes and how much better you feel even if you didn't know what was even going on. Each time you clear an emotion you also raise your consciousness. Not only do you raise your consciousness but you also raise the consciousness of everyone on the planet. It's a subtle thing but if everyone worked on themselves. Imagine what humans could accomplish and imagine what would happen if humans remembered that they are sparks of God, not separate from God. That is why we take human form to begin with. This is the place where we come to work on remembering our True selves. I'll get more into this again soon :)

"Broken Open" (Adam Lambert) - Unofficial HQ Music Video

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